7.10.09

stress

We got into it this morning.

Apparently I'm not showing enough sympathy.

Also, Hubby suddenly wants to read my blog when he's never shown an interest before. I panicked and removed the URL from my Facebook page (otherwise I'm not sure he knows how to find it). I was going to delete some posts, but I don't really want to. This is me and this is what I'm feeling.

We need to talk it all out. And it's not going to be pretty. He still can't accept responsibility for his actions, and until he does, I'm not sure I can move forward. I don't know.

I think it's ironic that of all the times to want to read my blog (for the first time, mind you), he picks now. When I've been venting and not writing very pretty things about it.

Some of you are saying "I told you so," because you don't post personal things like this on your blogs. But I need an outlet sometimes. I don't divulge horrid secrets here or anything like that. But this had to be discussed. I had to get it off my chest.

We are trying to get a sitter for a little while tonight so we can grab a bite alone and talk about everything. I'm not looking forward to it, but I know it has to be done.

Argh.

5 comments:

kyslp said...

I was afraid that was going to happen. This kind of happened with my Hub, too. He read one time and then went back to his la-la land. He'll be back to work soon and you can get in your old routine again. Good luck tonight.

Lee the Hot Flash Queen said...

You haven't written anything that you probably haven't said to him. Have you called him a douche bag to his face yet?? My hubby reads all the time and comments. He doesn't seem to care what I say about him, but then again, he is kinda narcissistic and a total goof!

LeAndMatt said...

Well...so long as you have pretty much told him (in so many words) what you say on here then you are fine...otherwords...a talk is definitely in order...he just needs to remember that you need a place to vent...just like he does on the golf course...drinking with the guys...oh yeah and by getting his frustrations out driving FAST (which is stupid too! Come to think about it...Girl I hope you have some good life insurance policies....he doesn't seem to be too bright in the common sense department....)

love ya
LE

Holly said...

I walked away from the computer last night...and next thing I know, my husband is reading my blog with all sorts of mumbled mmms, ooo, and hmpph's. I was SO hoping he would just let me be. Saving grace....I have not vented about him yet...whew!
Holly @ 504 Main

Reluctant Housewife said...

I hope no one says 'I told you so'. They'd be jerks to.

I hope everything works out okay... Hugs!

 

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